MY LIFE IS ON -GOING BUT MY THOUGHTS HAVE BEEN RACING
AM I GOING TO LEAVE ONCE MORE?
AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO REACH MY GOALS?
AM I GOING TO LOSE WHAT I LOVE?
WILL I EVER KNOW LOVE THE WAY I USED TO?
CAN I HAVE WHAT I NEED AND WHAT I WANT?
WOULD MY KIDS EVER FOR GIVE WHAT I MISSED?
i don't need to be a person that has nothing in the world to show his kids what he has made of himself (herself) when i lost all i rebuild myself but each time i did it took out a lot of who i was and what i stood for it changes at each time i think i would only find peace in the last bed that i would sleep on or in what ever it is i hope the people that i said i love you to knows that i never lied about that but if i hurt them in the process living that they would forgive me for all my wrongs and bless me for all the rights, but for all the wrongs i have done i know i have done rights in this world but i know i would never meet my maker the way i wish i could.......but we could never get what we wish for till we make it possible for our selves to get our wishes this world was built on dreams and hope but the real things is determination and hard work thats the truth regardless of what people feeling were it was done.....